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Howdee All,
Gawd it has been ages since I popped in here last, but it is always nice to see some familiar faces as well as some new ones 
Well I wrote this yesterday and just thought that I would share it with you all.
What If...
If I told you how I felt would I,
Be a different kind of guy.
Would I laugh and play in careless dreams,
Or would I still be so torn at the seams.
Would it hurt to see your face,
Would I still be stuck in the same place.
Would I love and would I care,
Would I cry and would I share.
Could I be a softer soul,
Will I ever again be whole?
I tried to escape the way I feel,
I've tried to disguise your intoxicating appeal.
I want you gone in need you out,
But I still want you so bad I scream and shout.
It's always a fight to try move past the pain,
I relive that day over and over and over again.
I must be strong in ways I know not,
To hear your name and still not give-up.
To be thankful and happy for all that I've got,
But still living like I've got a half empty cup.
I want it to end no matter the price,
I'm sick to death of Fate and her dice.
By: Michael-Kent Dobison
Keep well all and will chat to you all soon.
Loads of Loony Love
Mike
"And so the lion fell in love with the Lamb"
"What a stupid Lamb"
"What a sick, masochistic lion"
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Dear Tempo,
It sounds as if you are suffering, but not as if the cause is that you haven't told them how you felt.
I think I have felt a lot better since I stopped hiding behind a closet door but in my case it was at least ajar.
BTW should it be: "I want you gone, I need you out," ?
"If I told" you wrote. I think if you told you *would* be different and maybe when they heard what you had to say they would be nice to you regardless. If you think they would then what have you got to lose?
Love,
Anthony
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