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I'm feeling depressed, and loving it. This is something I just came up with out of the blue. I apologize if it's too graphic, but I like writing poems like that. Anyway, enjoy.
~Josh~
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Silence
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I hide inside your memory. I'm locked inside, my tears can't speak..
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You tear my innocence away
With every step and breath you take
You try to turn a blind eye to the truth
How I was just a useless fuck to you
Sure, it was great and rough
But afterward, you saw the bruises and told me to "toughen up"
I'm a slave to your will, your every wish
That's why I don't cry, with every bleeding, crushing kiss
I'm a gentle soul, with will to burn
Bleed me out, then rape my corpse if you wish to
I'm already dead inside
These wings cannot fly anymore
You always said I was a bore
Teach me something that will make me even more
Then I'll rough you up, bleed you out
Bite your neck, so I can watch the blood come out
It tastes sweet, but bitter too
You'll never know how much I was into you
I'll smother your blood all over my body
And leave a dagger in my chest, so when they come looking
They'll wonder how, or what in the world
I'm a dreamer, you're a ghost
And I was dead the moment you came into my world...
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Macky
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The hurt of being mistreated again, but still feeling a certain affection for the perpetrator of the hurt. The violent images look like scenes from one of those TV crime shows. Do you watch CSI?
Behold, how good and how pleasant it is
For brothers to dwell together in unity!
Ps 133:1 NASB
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Actually yes I do^^
I love CSI!^^ It's an awesome show!^^
~Josh~
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Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Macky
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CSI has some shocking images. Its sort of like those "Haunted House" things that they set up around Haloween.
Behold, how good and how pleasant it is
For brothers to dwell together in unity!
Ps 133:1 NASB
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Indeed^^ I love the show^^ I think it's awesome!
That and Hell's Kitchen. Ever heard of that one? It's got Gordan Ramsey, apparently he's a master chef. And he yells and swears a lot, but it's bleeped out, thank God. So yah^^
*hugs* I'm kinda random aren't I?^^
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Macky
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Yes Josh, you are kinda random. A good word for random is "eclectic". This unusual word makes being random sound wonderful. You have eclectic tastes in your TV viewing. My wife turns off "Hell's Kitchen, because she says Ramsey is too mean. She watches "Law and Order, SV".
Behold, how good and how pleasant it is
For brothers to dwell together in unity!
Ps 133:1 NASB
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Hey Macky
Awesome! I love Law and Order as well^^ I feel like ice cream right now, but tasty fries will have to do. *laughs* I'm trying to keep myself in a good mood^^ That's always good^^ What have you been up to these days? The sun's shining right now^^ I might take a walk later today^^
Ramsey is mean! But that's what I like about him^^ He doesn't let anyone just do nothing in his kitchen, which is cool, I think. Minus his temper, I think it would be a good show^^
I've always loved Law and Order SVU! I think it's a great show! I'll have to pick up a Season of it on DVD sometime! ^^
~Josh~
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Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Macky
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Ice cream, fries and, a walk; that sounds like a perfect day. I like to go for walks and listen to recorded books. Today I helped a recent widow fill out benefit claim forms. I helped my son get ready for school and it was not as easy as it sounds. He has an obsessive compulsion to wash his face too much. It took 45 minutes this morning and he almost missed his bus. For depressions, I recommend dance...just make up your own.
Behold, how good and how pleasant it is
For brothers to dwell together in unity!
Ps 133:1 NASB
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