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Hey All.
How are ya? I'm sexy and great! :heart: Thanks for asking.
So today, I was able to go to the mall today. Mom drove me in. It was fun on the way there^^ We chatted and stuffs. So that was good.
One thing about me, is I don't like to associate with people in general. I'm afraid to talk to people, and that scares the shit out of me. Awesome, no? :heart: (You know you love me..)
So anyway, I had some money, which I spent a little of at Chapters to buy some manga. Fun stuffs! I went to get Naruto Volumes 19, 42 and 43! (Sasuke is my lover :heart:)
So that was nice. Then I spent my time walking around the mall aimlessly. The time was around 1:30-ish and I hadn't had lunch yet, so I went to the food court (awesome!) and there's too many poeple inside! (also awesome! :heart:)
I'm going to be using hearts in this a lot, so yah. I like hearts, and pink and purple. So sue me. And I don't care if you call me gay. Do what you like.. Oh, and I'm in a somewhat sour (yummy fruits :heart:) kinda mood, so yah.
So anyway, I decided I wanted to come back later, cause there were too many people. As I exited the main doors, I wanted to go to the bank (I only had $40 on me) so I did. On the way there, I had major anxiety's. I don't get those, and it's not that big a deal. I just was imagining/seeing myself get yelled at and crying a whole lot in my mind. Lovely no? There was some yelling, some hitting, some screaming (don't ya love the screaming :heart:) and other stuff. It was surprisingly lovely. :heart:
Needless to say, I was wanting to crawl into a ball and disappear. So that went well. I got to the bank and took out $100 (yay! more moneys :heart:) and left, while trying to be as invisible as I could. Feeling exposed and naked for all the world to see while you're still in your right mind, is a fabulous experience. :heart:
Anyway, I went back to the mall, ran into Nana (My step-dad's Mom) and we hung out. Stopped in to see my mom at her work and stuff, so that was fun^-^
While on my way home, Bob stopped at Wal-Mart so that I could get a VCR-DVD Combo. I wanted to get one for a long time, and now I have one^^
So I'm pleased.
Anyway, that pretty much sums up my day.
How was yours?
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Shall I wrap your treats in a fruitcake? :heart:
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~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Dear Josh,
That sounds as if you had a marvellous day and several people were particularly nice to you.
I hope you have lots more days like that.
Love,
Anthony
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Macky
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Location: USA
Registered: November 2008
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Josh,
I enjoyed hearing about your day. I did not know who Sasuke was, so I read about him. He is a genius. He lives by his wits and does not become too involved with confusing emotions. The manga stories are complex with many twists. What would you say to Sasuke if you met him on your walk today?
I think that what makes you afraid of other people is that you worry that you won't understand what they say to you and you won't know what to say back to them. You probably have these fears often, but everyone experiences this fear occasionally.
Behold, how good and how pleasant it is
For brothers to dwell together in unity!
Ps 133:1 NASB
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