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Registered: March 2012
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First of all, I'd like to thank all my dear friends who wished me well and knew what happened. I didn't say much about it because I.....I don't know why!
First to my friends, I'm getting my strength back and I feel better than I have in years! I am back at work and my life is back on track.
Now I have a message for all you young kids out there.
I want you to take the cigarette that your smoking and throw it as far away as you can. Walk....no RUN, away, as far away as you can from it. STOP NOW WHILE YOU STILL CAN!
Please don't wait until your 46 like me, thinking that your still indestructable. YOU ARE FUCKING NOT !!! NOT BY A DAMNED SIGHT.
If you think that, "Oh it can't happen to me". YOU ARE WRONG...DEAD WRONG.
EVEN THOUGH I GAVE UP CIGARETTES MONTHS AGO..IT WAS TO BLAME FOR THE MASSIVE HEART ATTACK I HAD LAST WEEK.
You want to know what pain is? KEEP SMOKING!
You want to know what it feels like to have your head on fire and your chest feel like a truck is sitting on it and ripping the muscles out of your chest? KEEP SMOKING!
You want to know what it's like when your throat closes up and you have to pull it open physically in order to breathe? KEEEP SMOKING!!
YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE WHEN A SERGEON CUTS OPEN YOUR GROIN AND FISHES A TUBE UP YOUR BODY AND INTO YOUR HEART IN ORDER TO CLEAN OUT A BLOCKAGE??? KEEP FUCKING SMOKING!!!
What??? It won't happen to you??? KEEP TELLING YOURSELF THAT IN THE AMBULANCE WHILE YOU'RE TRYING TO HOLD ON TO YOUR LIFE.
Oh and my friend who wants to die with a "MORE" in his mouth. You know...you sound like me..a few days before the attack. You know even though I've never met you in person, you make me cry. I cry because I know what your going to go through my dear friend. Is it that you don't have anyone around you that you love enough to want to live for? Then just do it for YOU!!!
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