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			... again... 
 
I struggle to breathe feels like I'm suffocating, 
It hurts again and there is no placating, 
A bleeding heart and blurry eyes, 
I fall to my knees and call out to the skies, 
Take it away take it all I don't care, 
Take me away and just strip me bare. 
  
I don't want you to fuck me don't even kiss me, 
All I want is for you to know, for you to see, 
I'm not as unbreakable as I pretend to be, 
I stumble and fumble and struggle to disagree, 
C'est la vie, la vie... 
  
I just can't control the Surging feelings deep down, 
Just sitting alone in the darkness I drown. 
Just turn it off like flicking a switch, 
Not sure where to turn, which way is which. 
I'm so angry and hurt I don't know what to do, 
I'm angry and hurt because I can't be with you. 
  
It's my own stupid fault my own foolish mistake, 
And now all that's left of me is a dull pulsing ache. 
There's not much more of me left now to break, 
The make-up runs, it peels and begins to flake. 
The curtain goes back up and I begin to shiver and quake, 
I'd prayed it was over for my own selfish sake. 
  
It's like someone punched a hole in my chest, 
Like taking a bullet straight through the vest. 
As much as it hurts I don't want to forget, 
Because as hard as it is on you I'd still bet. 
This hole in my chest is all that I've got, 
To be sure that your smile I never forgot. 
  
 
Written by: M.K. Dobison
			
			
			
			
  
			 
			"And so the lion fell in love with the Lamb" 
"What a stupid Lamb" 
"What a sick, masochistic lion"
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