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I can't believe I'm doing this [message #8266]

Thu, 06 March 2003 13:37

paul

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Registered: March 2003
Messages: 8

Breaking the ice was hard. Anyway I got some time in the IT room in my lunch break, and no-one's here, so, well, me.

I'm scared. I'm at this big school and it's a mixed school and stuff, and I should like girls. More than like them. But they're silly. And I don’t want them. I don’t know if I want guys, not exactly, but I want one. Only I don’t like him. I just want him. And I let him hurt me coz I want him so bad.

Do things change as I get older? Do I stop wanting a guy and start wanting girls? I mean I've looked at porn and naked girls don’t do anything for me. Never seen any naked bloke porn, so I don’t know, but...... Well I want him to touch me.

I only ever told smith before, and not really told him. And he said to come here. I just better press send before I chicken out.

		I can't believe I'm doing this By: paul on Thu, 06 March 2003 13:37
		Oh and thanks for all the welcomes and stuff By: paul on Thu, 06 March 2003 13:41
		I don't believe it By: paul on Thu, 06 March 2003 14:39
		Hi Paul. By: thirdfencepost on Fri, 07 March 2003 03:30
		just for paul By: tim...of usa on Fri, 07 March 2003 05:18
		oops that was for adam....dooh By: tim...of usa on Fri, 07 March 2003 05:19
		Re: I can't believe I'm doing this By: tim...of usa on Fri, 07 March 2003 05:23
		Re: I can't believe I'm doing this By: trevor on Fri, 07 March 2003 06:34
		People keep saying this thing over and over, yet it still surprises me By: lenny on Fri, 07 March 2003 09:23
		Re: I can't believe I'm doing this By: timmy on Fri, 07 March 2003 12:37
		Wow, thanks. What a lot of replies By: paul on Fri, 07 March 2003 12:59
		Don't know if this helps By: timmy on Fri, 07 March 2003 18:17
		Re: Wow, thanks. What a lot of replies By: trevor on Sat, 08 March 2003 03:46
		thanks mate By: paul on Sat, 08 March 2003 11:43
		He's bad news, Paul By: nick on Sat, 08 March 2003 13:20
		I agree, Nick By: smith on Sat, 08 March 2003 18:29
		I have some thinking to do By: paul on Sat, 08 March 2003 23:22
		Thinking is good! By: trevor on Sun, 09 March 2003 01:41
		Trying not to be gay By: timmy on Sun, 09 March 2003 09:24
		I mean may or may not be, 'long term' By: timmy on Sun, 09 March 2003 09:27
		Re: Paul By: Guest on Sun, 09 March 2003 01:08
		Re: I can't believe I'm doing this By: Guest on Fri, 07 March 2003 14:25

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