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Like I told someone earlier today, I didn't really know you much until fairly recently. In my eyes you were just this sensitive, empathic teen with a slightly juvenile twist to his sense of humor. I was a little wary of talking to you because I didn't know you much, and because of your past too.
Then something happened. We met in a voice chat, but you were too shy to talk yourself so you typed instead. You had chosen a big colorful font, and you used those wacky Yahoo smilies a lot. I still remember it so clearly, I was new to the chatter, and I just kept seeing more and more of these totally INSANE smilies!  It was wonderful.
At the end of the chat, I was asking you if I could add you as a contact, but you were already busy adding me so I didn't have to... Since then we talked a lot, and I got to learn more about you.
Everything I learned just made me appreciate you more as the amazing, wonderful, compassionate (and *cough* hot *cough*) individual that you are. Never have I met anyone who shared so much so readily and willingly while asking for so little.
I know we can't change things that happened in our lives, we can only try to deal with them as best we can. Fate or whatever else one might believe in to explain why things are as they are won't allow us to interfere with the past. Thus, the big things that change our lives, they will forever be set in stone. However, if there was one small little thing I could change, it would be that I was allowed to be your Mr. Teddy... That's all.
I think I would have been able to do a good job.
My friend, I will be patient for you to return though it hurts more than a bit that you will be gone for so long. I hope you will smile a little when I say 'take care, I will be thinking about you!', because I will. So thus I say, see you later lil buddy.
Hugs, and lots of love:
-Your Friend Lenny
"But he that hath the steerage of my course,
direct my sail."
-William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, Act One, Scene IV
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