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I've decided it's probably my time to go. I've been really busy in the past few months and it's been hard for me to keep abreast of the things going on. Plus, I'll be leaving for Germany in 2 weeks, and I'll be soooo out of the loop. 
I've realized that I need to discover things for myself and learn on my own. It's not that I haven't valued your opinions and advice here...it's just that sometimes I feel that things may be forced on me, and that's not my style. To hear "you're so gay, you can't be bisexual!" and other things seem a little weird to me because sometimes I feel like someone else is telling me who I am, "what" I am, what to do, and how to live my life. I'm sorry if that got a little rantish; that certainly was NOT my intent whatsoever. I loved this place, I won't forget it.
But I don't want to leave on a sour note. I want to thank you all for everything you've done for me. I cherish every friendship I've formed while posting and reading here; you guys are phenomenal. I've loved meeting and getting to know each of you. And I won't abondon you guys, either...I'll still be around to talk to, albeit occasionally, maybe not as often as I have been.
And for those of you I've been talking to, I gave up on Ryan. I've basically given up on guys right now. I can't take it. The pressure and the bullshit I put myself through is way too much. To think that whenever I see Conor, even though it's been seven months, my heart still drops, I just can't take it. It hurts. A lot. It's really not worth it right now. I need to find me first.
Once again, thank you for everything you've done for me. I don't think I'd be "out" to seven friends (and Conor) and my parents (which we haven't talked a word about it since the night I told them). Thank you for advice and, more importantly, friendship. God bless you all, and I wish you much success in the future (and that goes for you, too, David! Have a totally AWESOME time in Thailand, and give Man my best, too).
As the Germans say, Wiedersehen!
For the last time,
-Tom 
"Whatever is sought for can be caught, you know,
whatever is neglected slips away."
Oedipus Rex, lines 126-127
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