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Registered: March 2012
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...or not. Tonight has revieled something to me...with the help of my good friend Garrett (I Lud You). I realize now that maybe this 'love' for Tyler isnt really love at all...but lust. I don't think I shared with you how I was sappossed to spend the night at his house Friday. Well come to find out he got my other friend to spend the night instead and he said he tryed to call me but he never reached my cell...which he has on his phone...at least last time I checked. Worst thing of all they smoked Weed that night and IMed me and try to say how sorry they were 4 not calling me. Bull shit...
So today I IM him and he's got nothing much to say to me. I invite him into a chat to talk with Andy and Garrett (he know nothing about them). So he leaves all of a sudden. I ask him why he says He doesn kno even of em and doesnt wanna get to kno em. Sucks to be him...Andy and Garrett are great people.
So anyways friday night he promises me I can spend the night next Friday...I ask him today...OH no im sorry im going to the beach that day...how can he just say that.
I realize sure we have been threw alot of things together...sure we have a connection and many things incommon...doesnt mean hes my best friend. That hurts...I thnk i just said i love him becuase of his great face and body.
Lust can be a very miss leading feeling can't it.
I also realize from Andy that I came off a little scary with my first few posts...I'm very sorry if I have scared NE of you.
Angel~
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