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Registered: March 2012
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Is everyhting so hard for?
Im back on the boat ( work on a ferry cleaning) good money.
I was here 17 days last time and this time everything runs more
smoothly since I know how to find things BUT I was here for
Adrian. I had already booked my trip to see him, he just want
to be friends and now I have no goal or ambition with being
here - I feel so lost:(
I want to amount to more than to clean toilets.
I want to study - in Malta cause I love it there and I know a
special person there ( not adrian) but adrian is whom I love.
I love him so much that in the mornings I want to scream cause
we have so much in common - everyhting is perfect.
I would do anything for him ( I mean that) and once i was
waiting for him in Bay sreet a mall in Malta and him and I
were going to the cinema ( x - men 2) and there was crowded
with ppl and he came in the crown. Adrian is not normally at
all the type i would fall for on the look department and
he does not stand out in a crown but when he came I knew
he was the one I wanted.
Now this other guy I know, he is gorgeous, he is way romantic
seems sincere, he sings to me etc ( nuhuh he aint swedish)
hahahaha
I like him and I wantto go out with him ( we will) but
I don't love him.
Maybe I will but Adrian is my all.
And I had him, just never had him.
Now I want to go to malta to see him and this other guy.
In september and I will have this salary from my old job and
for what i worked here so that I can go. I just don't have any
motivation.
I feel really lonely.
Josie
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