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Well, here's my day.
Or actually, the part I think someone might actually find interesting... So I'll start with my math class. There's this guy with a really cute neck in the class. I first started looking at his neck last fall, then he disappeared from the class for the spring and now he's back again  On tuesday I sat right behind him and almost ended up missing parts of what the... are they still teachers at university? I mean, in finnish they aren't, but what about english? Anyways, I almost missed parts of the lesson, since I was kinda staring at him... and then today I was a bit late, so I didn't really get to pick where I sat, so I couldn't sit behind him and accidently (honestly!...or not) drop my pen next to him. Oh well, maybe tomorrow. 
After my math class I went downtown and wandered around, looking for a birthday gift for a friend, which I ended up buying, but I'm not sure if it's that good of a gift. Anyway, after that I went to see a movie, since the movie theater had a special day, all movies $5 (well, 5 €, but I think 1€ still pretty much equals $1), so I went and saw Identity. Not really my kind of movie, but I'm not sorry for seeing it. After that it was time to head to the meeting of the gay student club of my uni. Actually, it was a joint meeting with the similar club from the other uni in town, so there was quite a bit more people there than normally. Nothing that spectacular at the meeting, apart from the cutest guy in "my" uni's club taking of his sweater and having a sleeveless shirt (possibly called tank top in english?) underneath it. God it took an effort not to stare. *wipes drool from his chin* Sadly, Mr. Cutie also mentioned that he's got a boyfriend now, another guy from "my" club. *sigh* Other than that, talked with "the new guy" (the only new member for the club so far this fall), we're both majoring in Computer Science and a few others had a laugh listening to us ("You know, now that MacOS is really an unix deep down, do you think it's possible to..." and on we went ) and just generally chatted with people and hanged out. Was cool, though I'm still kinda... unused to my reaction to the meetings, but read more of that in the next paragraph.
Yeah, about the club in general. I started going to the meetings last spring, January or February, don't remember anymore. I missed quite a few meetings during the spring, since I felt weird about going and didn't feel like I fit in and all that. Then for the summer I disappeared totally from the club, not that they had much anything during the summer. And now this fall, when the first meeting was I was really looking froward to it, and now again for this meeting. I guess I'm just starting to feel more comfortable with who and what i am, but... nothing's really happened during the summer, so i'm kinda surprised by my own reaction. Then again, I still don't really know how to think of myself as gay, I still feel I am just "me" more than "gay". And the people at the club, of course they're gay/bi/whatnot, but... They're just people and are cool to hang out with. I kinda don't know if being gay not feeling important is a good or a bad thing, I mean is it just me in denial or something or is it me getting more comfortable? Well, whatever it is, it's almost 1 AM here and I need to get to math class (in time hopefully) tomorrow morning, so I'll hand out free {{{hugs}}} to anyone who wants them and has managed to read this far and head to bed. G'night everyone!
Setras
That which is dreamed can never be lost, can never be undreamed.
-Master Li in Neil Gaiman's Sandman
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