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I dunno [message #15728]

Wed, 01 October 2003 15:19

Guest

On fire!

Registered: March 2012
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I'm just having one hell of a tough time. I really don't know where to turn or what I need. Thinking about "kissing a semi" is becoming more than a daily occurance. I just keep thinking if I did it at night it would look like I feel asleep at the wheel and it wasn't intentional...I don't want my family to go through the pain of a suicide. The sad thing is that it's the only way I can think of that would finally make all the pain(emotional) go away.

My "closest" friend keeps telling me I need to back off and I try but it seems no matter what I do it isn't enough, and it's killing me to stay away. I really care about him and we used to hang out and do stuff together all the time. I really want that back, but I don't know how to get it back. And if my closest friend doesn't "want me" why would anybody else??

		I dunno By: Guest on Wed, 01 October 2003 15:19
		Sometimes I wish I was a god... By: lenny on Wed, 01 October 2003 15:40
		Re: I dunno By: kevin on Wed, 01 October 2003 15:47
		I'll be ok By: Guest on Wed, 01 October 2003 15:55
		I think I speak for more than one person here when I say By: lenny on Wed, 01 October 2003 18:26
		Lenny is right you know........ By: marc on Wed, 01 October 2003 19:43
		suicide will not release you from pain -- By: misplaced on Wed, 01 October 2003 17:10
		Re: suicide will not release you from pain -- By: Guest on Wed, 01 October 2003 19:25
		There is nothing to be embarrased about..... By: marc on Wed, 01 October 2003 19:41
		Hmmmm By: timmy on Wed, 01 October 2003 20:05
		When life throws us curves.... By: yourbestgayfriend on Wed, 01 October 2003 20:41
		Something to think about By: charlie on Thu, 02 October 2003 00:16
		I'm gonna be ok thanks for your care and concern By: Guest on Thu, 02 October 2003 01:01
		Re: I'm gonna be ok thanks for your care and concern By: misplaced on Thu, 02 October 2003 02:39
		Re: I dunno By: marc on Thu, 02 October 2003 11:22
		Re: I dunno By: Guest on Thu, 02 October 2003 13:51
		Re: I dunno By: robert bryce on Thu, 02 October 2003 14:29

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