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Hey guys- My name's Michael and I'm new at this forum.
I really have no idea what's going on here but...
Well, since they DID say this was a place where one could air out sentiments or seek advice, then I hope you guys wouldn't mind if I ask a question.
What's the next thing to do after being rejected?  ??
This only happened recently and my life's at an all-time low right now. :'-( Somehow, I feel like nothing in the world's the same anymore after what had happened. The usual things that used to make me happy no longer do. To me, everything's dull- it's like' all I wanted in the whole wide world is for this guy to love me and now, knowing he can never be mine- I feel like everything's just so' useless.
Perhaps you would ask why I decided tell him. Well, it took a lot of guts, but somehow, I just felt like I had to tell him, otherwise, I might have regretted not telling him- and also not knowing whether we could've had a possibility. Along with that, I was kinda desperate I couldn't hold my feelings anymore. We've been friends for more like 4 years now and it was only last year that I started feeling something for him. Since then, I've tried to drop hints here and there. I finally had the guts and told him how I feel but... well, he turned me down. I felt like crying at that time but I tried not to. 
Thankfully, we're still friends and talk to each other the usual way. While it makes my heart jump with joy seeing him- it also sinks with frustration of never being with him. :-[ Pretty ironic, huh? So near yet so far- hence, my signature. It just... irritates me! I want to hold him, I want to hug him, I want to always be with him but I can't! I'm having trouble accepting that fact. If you've ever fallen in love, you KNOW it isn't easy to let love go. How does he look like? Check out the pic in my avatar. If you can't see it clearly, I've attached a file. It's Vanness Wu- he looks a lot like that guy- honest. Especially the eyes and the air- and the smile! How can you let someone like that just go?
Unrequited love- real love unrequited is the most painful thing that could happen to a person. I've lived nineteen years of my life here on earth and not one thing has ever hurt me this much. It's been months since then and my throat still hurts every time I think about it. :'-( So, what's the average, nineteen year old, straight-actin' gay boy to do? How do I cope? Please- no "it will pass away" or "you must let it go" or "go wank somewhere" answers. I know it will pass away- but that takes time. And by that time, I might be crazy already. I also know I must let it go- but it isn't easy. No matter how I wank away the problems, it doesn't help. How will I come to let it go? What do I do? I'm still hoping for a miracle---
You can fool around with the answers if you want. ;-D It's just the life of another loser we're talking about here anyway... -_-... Thanks in advance. ^__^
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"The worst way of missing someone is to be sitting right next to them knowing you can't have them." To Stephen Tsang, wherever you are.
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After being dumped, what's the next thing to do?
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Re: After being dumped, what's the next thing to do?
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Being unrequited is worse
By: timmy on Sun, 05 October 2003 11:47 |
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Worse indeed...
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Been there? in Spades!
By: timmy on Mon, 06 October 2003 13:24 |
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Re: After being dumped, what's the next thing to do?
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Someday...
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Re: Someday...
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Welcome, Michael... and Peace....
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Welcome, Michael! Nice to have another voice from Asia here
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Hi BamBam!
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Re: After being dumped, what's the next thing to do?
By: kevin on Mon, 06 October 2003 13:34 |
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Hi Kev!
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Well it's nice to meet you here.
By: kevin on Wed, 08 October 2003 01:14 |
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It's either me... or someone taught you that!
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Re: It's either me... or someone taught you that!
By: kevin on Wed, 08 October 2003 03:34 |
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