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Man, sometimes, it's just SOOOO hard tryin' to adjust.
Today, for our Theology class- we went to a really far place by the sea where we all had to attend some kind of celebration. And guess what? Stephen and I got paired by our teacher to do some job! ;-D ;-D ;-D
I had a REALLY great time having to work with him. We had to help out a few people set up the stage for the program and Stephen was all, like- "You take care of yourself or you might fall" and "Hey, you need some help with that?"
After our job, we rested and our teacher gave us some free food! We had to skip the program to rest while all the others bored themselves with all those speeches. ;-D Stephen changed his shirt 'cause he was all sweaty and I was DAMN havin' a hard time tryin' to calm myself. In our four years of being friends, I've never seen him naked THAT close. I was tryin' hard (and I mean REALLY HARD) not to look but I just couldn't help it! He looked so cute and all the while I was rememberin' what Timmy said to me in his post...
"His body is off limits to you... his body is off limits to you... his body is off limits to you..."
Well, I stared anyway!  I think he saw I was lookin' and he just smiled.
After that, the class was dismissed early and most of us went to the mall- some watched a movie while the boys (Stephen and I included) shot some pool and played arcade games.
Eventually, we said goodbye.
Darn... I REALLY wish Stephen and I were more than just friends. Well, we really can't have everything so I'm more than lucky enough to have experienced what I had.
I find it funny that... while I try to change the way I look at Stephen and simply be his simple friend, the more circumstances make me fall for him more. 
"The worst way of missing someone is to be sitting right next to them knowing you can't have them." To Stephen Tsang, wherever you are.
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I had a REAAAALLLY GREAT day! 
