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they have weened me off thorazine because i've exhibited satisfactory behaviours. i start effexor today, which is an anti-anxiety, mild anti-depressant drug. it has scary ween-off effects--i know a person who went manic when she went off of it, however i know another girl who feels wonderful after a month of being on it.
i also will admit i'm excited weight-loss is a side-effect, but i kept that subdued before the doc.
school is okay, but more hectic as i started my fourth class (which only runs for three sessions, so the workload is intense) yesterday. i got 16 out of 20 points on my first story for CW, which is a C+ which makes me very, very upset. the points he docked are things, elements that i DID get in the story, but he couldn't "understand it." i thought creative writing was to be ... creative. so because i didn't write a cookie-cutter story arc that a fifth grader could follow, i got docked. oh well. i don't care about writing anymore. this class has ruined it for me.
i am about to go take my big 'hardest of the whole term' anatomy exam and i'm scared about that. i've studied all i can; some things stick, others don't. i need at least a B. i can't keep going below B's in any classes. it's ruining what little esteem i had.
but don't get me wrong. i've been feeling okay, eating mildly better ... albeit mostly "liquid food" and some yogurt or crunchy-fruits. the mindsets haven't left, and maybe never will, but .. i'm adapting. so i assume this is progress.
hope everyone's day is going good,
h.
my void does not want.
-- 2.13.61.
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