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soemdays I just wish I could rememebr my password *sigh*  [message #18060] Sun, 30 November 2003 21:34 Go to previous message
thirdfencepost is currently offline  thirdfencepost

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Location: NJ
Registered: May 2003
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Wow, ok I'll try to do this again in just as much detail. Hopefully I typed in the right password now. Somedays I really wonder how good self confidence is. See I have fairly low self esteem but am a very stubborn person. It is my belief that I can do anythign that I want to physically. There is nothing that I cannot do. For the most part I think I can do it all in one shot also.

as mostof you know I have been in a vegetable like state basically since september becasue of my hip. I would spend all my time sitting in my chair here, occasionally sliding over a foot into my bed to sleep. This has been the extent of my activity.

Today however was beautiful day clear sunny kinda of warm but not hot. and I decided that it would be the perfect day to take my bike andmy cameras and go hiking and use up the remaining pictures on soem ruins that I know of cle to my house. Well as close as 8 miles can ever be Smile. Since I wasn't supposed to be hiking I figured that i would take my bike up the highway to a diffrent trail head and then I would only have to hike 4 miles instead of 8.

After checking the tires and packing my backpack I jumped onto my bike and headed off. Well for the first time in my life I have puked by the side of the road. Very Happy It was actually a rather unique expieriance. So I am biking up hill two miles on the highway. I pulled my bike up after passing under the over pass. Stopping for the 4th or 5th time since I left my hosue.

Pulling my bike over I paced for a little while feeling kind of pukish. I couldn't drink my mouth was all slippery from spit my ear was ringing and I was kind of dizzy. Well I was determined to make it to the parking lot no matter what. I had to get there. Hoping back on my bike I continued riding upwards. Finally I fellover puking in the grass next to the highway. Before I walked my bike the rest of the way to the parking lot.

When I reached it I puked again but by that time I was determined to get home by my own free will so I grabbed my bike sat down and let myself glide down the hill. Swerving mildly becuase I felt to sick to really control it. Finally I ended up walking my bike back to my house (to make a long story short) and falling into my house stripping all the way up to the bathroom after grabbing a cup of water. By that time I drew a bath and laid there for two hours untill my body felt better Smile Smile so that was my trip. I never actually went hiking

I took no pictures
But it was nice to know that I had pushed my body to the maxium it could go. I was just really happy none of my friends were their to see it . Ah wells
peace and tress
~AnDy



Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?
 
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