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because in big, big tests, i get test anxiety and commonsense and everything i've learnt over X period of time goes out the window. tonight is the big 18 page one, plus i have to (no, want to) take the abbreviation test over, in medical terminology.
here is a cross-post from my livejournal (locked). i don't know why, i just ... feel very alone right now. i would like hugs because when i get this random my 50 percent rule (that some of you know about, if not i can explain when i have more time) goes right out the window.
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"2:46 pm - yet more nonsense to be weeded out of the el-jay later.
big big big final tonight. if i time this right, i should peak around 6:30 and be good to go, with the uh. caffeine. stuff. breathe breathe breathe. i just finished force feeding myself fat-free refried beans with salsa. maybe that will give me protien energy. this is the Big F'ing Final. also cross fingers that i find my anatomy prof's "mailbox" to deliver the homework i forgot was due yesterday when i skipped review. then, i have the 150 question anatomy final tomorrow and i am done.
also i finished my scarf. it's 21 rows long and awesome. i just have to put fringies on it and i don't think i'll get to that until tomorrow. sucks because it's freezing, freezing RAIN, but no snow. heathyr's fever finally broke and died and i'd like to not be sick again. my hairdye has faded about 30 percent already, but i have pictures that will be developed when i'm pretend-rich again. netzero is charging me 4 extra dollars than they should, but their phone number costs 2 bucks a minute so i can't figure this out. if i didn't hate AOL and it's drama so much, i'd almost go back. but it's been peaceful away from there. my period is screwed, again. it came for like a half of a day and went away, came again this morning, and is gone. probably the ED i keep pretending i'm "recovering" from. i think i'm going to get my tubal over break, but i don't know yet, because that'll interrupt the super workout regimen i have planned. sterilisation, or lose 15 more pounds by january 12? decisions, decisions.
time to dry my hair."
:-/
my void does not want.
-- 2.13.61.
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please cross your fingers for me....
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I'm crossing! (hard to type, hehe!)
By: lenny on Wed, 10 December 2003 20:20 |
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Wishing you luck
By: e on Wed, 10 December 2003 20:33 |
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Crossing fingers, eyes and toes !!!
By: smith on Wed, 10 December 2003 22:21 |
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thanks you guys.
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Re: thanks you guys.
By: jaman on Thu, 11 December 2003 04:56 |
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Whee!
By: lenny on Thu, 11 December 2003 08:57 |
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Re: Whee!
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Oh, you'll get your grades instantly!
By: lenny on Thu, 11 December 2003 13:25 |
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Re: Oh, you'll get your grades instantly!
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Lots of posts done today but I can't read them...
By: lenny on Thu, 11 December 2003 21:39 |
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Re: Lots of posts done today but I can't read them...
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Re: thanks you guys.
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Re: thanks you guys.
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