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but i really need one. because then maybe i'd feel less like a freak if i were able to be fit into a(n unfortunate) label like everything else can. i need to have things in neat packages; perfect rows and meticulously organised ... and maybe that's why i can't let this go, and actually spent an hour or so (atop the countless sleepless nights already) thinking this over.
so.
i am a trans-hemisexual.
trans = the transgender issues i have, in that i wish i was born a boy, think i should have been, and have to partly be if the only thing i really like or can uhm, enjoy are boy/boy.
hemisexual = the fact that i am not straight, but i am not gay ... but the term "bi" bothers me and always has, because it's become such a trendy clusterfuck over the last, like, decade. more importantly, it's too narrow.
and hemi means half; and i have a girlfriend again (locally, yay go me!), however dance sexually mostly with boys and climb them like trees ... so long as they are NOT straight (this way, i am safe). "bi" is too plain a term for that. "bi" cannot cover that.
so hi. my name is heathyr. i'm a soon-to-be 26-year-old trans-hemisexual, and i know labels are wrong and only perpetuate The Problems we all face, but i need to fit into one. i can't be out here all by myself, anymore, and yet will be content if no one ever had a label quite like mine.
my void does not want.
-- 2.13.61.
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