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I took the advice of about ten people and i took the decision and i told my best friend, he's name is Jan and he's like 36/37, anyway i could always, always go to him and he would listen, ever cinse the day i almost killed him and he saved me (long story for another time). I felt him out, and he was cool so i went for it (feeling like my legs were jello). I told him i had something to tell him and i went and sat beside him on his porch, watching the ocean like always and I told him i thought i was gay and he was cool, i burst out in tears all over him and he asked me all the stuff i was supposed to ask him, (he reads my mind, im sure), he asked me if i was sure, and i said yes, and he asked me if i was still the kid from yesterday and i said yes. He picked me up, carried me to the kitchen and gave me a coke, smilled and he said he was glad i told him and got it of my back and said he was still my friend and smiled and kinda dried my tears with his hankerchief. :-/ i was kinda smiling through my tears and he told me hed always be there with his broad shoulder, so i cried some more and he took me homeee and sat on my bed and he kinda stayd there till i fell asleep. I woke up and posted this. Im kinda happy he took it so good, but i knew he would anyway. Ps. he also told me hed keep it secret till i wanted to tell anyone else (not for years, i think). And when i wanted to tell he would stand by me cos he knows my parrents (i pitty him cos he didn't ever have to meet him.but thats another story too)
A truth told with bad intent
Beats all the lies you can invent
-William Blake
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I told my best friend, and he's so cool about it 
