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timmy
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Location: UK, in Devon
Registered: February 2003
Messages: 13818
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I know as sure as I know that the sun will rise tomorrow that John (rememebr my obsession with John?) has no interest in me, and probably despises me and dislikes me.
So why do I keep having wonderful dreams where he is nice to me? He holds my hand and we walk and talk about nothing, as though we were long time lovers. And I wake up feeling a mixture of ecstasy and dejection.
Author of Queer Me! Halfway Between Flying and Crying - the true story of life for a gay boy in the Swinging Sixties in a British all male Public School
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