A Place of Safety: General Talk » lostconfusedandbroken

Show: Today's Messages :: Show Polls :: Message Navigator

lostconfusedandbroken [message #25278]

Thu, 14 July 2005 05:40

Matty

Getting started

Location: United States of America
Registered: July 2005
Messages: 2

Hello. My name is Matt,(my friends call me Matty) I’m a 16 year old from Utah who is lost, confused and broken. As some of you may know Utah is the headquarters of the Mormons or The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. This church says that homosexuality is very wrong and unnatural and is a sin against nature. This is also the church that I have been raised in my entire life. Yet deep inside of me I have feelings, feelings of wanting to be held, of wanting someone to be my best friend, of wanting to hold someone, of wanting a strong shoulder to cry on, feelings of wanting to love another male and be loved back. These feelings are like a hole in my heart and soul, they won’t go away, it’s just this deep ache. But if I do follow that path in my life then I would be excommunicated from the church that is so deeply ingrained in the lives of everyone I know, my family would disown me and I would be left high and dry. I don’t know what to do anymore. What do you do when you want something so badly that your heart, soul, body and mind aches for it constantly, but when you have been taught all your life that it is wrong. What do you do? I guess I am writing this because I am hoping that there is someone out there that can help me get through this and who will just talk to me. This is a plea I guess, a desperate plea for help.

		lostconfusedandbroken By: Matty on Thu, 14 July 2005 05:40
		Re: lostconfusedandbroken By: NW on Thu, 14 July 2005 06:14
		Perhaps a little help By: timmy on Thu, 14 July 2005 07:15
		There are actually ... By: The Gay Deceiver on Thu, 14 July 2005 07:36
		Re: There are actually ... By: timmy on Thu, 14 July 2005 07:44
		Re: lostconfusedandbroken By: marc on Thu, 14 July 2005 11:28
		Re: lostconfusedandbroken By: timmy on Thu, 14 July 2005 14:44
		Re: lostconfusedandbroken By: marc on Thu, 14 July 2005 14:50
		Hiya! Pounce! By: TygerBoiSammy on Fri, 15 July 2005 10:56
		Hey Matty By: saben on Fri, 15 July 2005 20:27
		Re: lostconfusedandbroken By: yourbestgayfriend on Fri, 15 July 2005 21:30
		Re: lostconfusedandbroken By: timmy on Tue, 19 July 2005 14:00
		Re: lostconfusedandbroken By: Deeej on Tue, 19 July 2005 20:21
		Re: lostconfusedandbroken By: timmy on Fri, 12 August 2005 17:02
		It's been a while, matty By: timmy on Mon, 05 September 2005 16:40
		Re: It's been a while, matty By: Matty on Tue, 06 September 2005 05:16
		Re: It's been a while, matty By: timmy on Tue, 06 September 2005 06:54
		Re: It's been a while, matty By: Silfer on Tue, 06 September 2005 13:43
		Re: It's been a while, matty By: timmy on Tue, 06 September 2005 17:23
		Re: It's been a while, matty By: marc on Tue, 06 September 2005 21:53
		Re: It's been a while, matty By: Silfer on Tue, 06 September 2005 21:56
		Re: It's been a while, matty By: timmy on Tue, 06 September 2005 22:07
		Re: It's been a while, matty By: yourbestgayfriend on Tue, 06 September 2005 22:22
		Re: It's been a while, matty By: Silfer on Tue, 06 September 2005 23:06
		Re: It's been a while, matty By: timmy on Tue, 06 September 2005 23:27
		Re: It's been a while, matty By: Guest on Wed, 07 September 2005 04:49
		Re: It's been a while, matty By: marc on Tue, 06 September 2005 22:26

Previous Topic:	A HUMOROUS POST
Next Topic:	What the worldwide news channels reveal

Goto Forum:

[

]

We support Ukraine — Мы поддерживаем Украину — Ми підтримуємо Україну

We support the Palestinian people in their struggle against oppression