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I don't even want to discuss it  [message #28649] Fri, 24 February 2006 20:54 Go to previous message
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Life has really sucked recently. School blows and I'm not a fan of it at all. I suppose it is just rather disturbing to realize that what you have apparently spent the last 13 years preparing for isn't anything you want to be doing at all.

Seriously, college looked damn good back in high school when I was checking it out. It seemed like everyone here was either who I wanted to be or who I was. Then I suppose reality sunk in when I actually came. I guess it is a bitch to realize that everyone here either hates me or I hate them. It seems like we are inhabitants of two different planets and mine happens to be about 15 years faster then theirs.

I'm not saying these guys are dumb or anything. But I used to think that I lived under a rock. Then I came here. Now I realize that I lived in a booming metropolis of ant colonies thriving in some manner I am still not sure about. Now trust me this isn't one of those, there just different, this is like straight up naive and ignorant by choice.

Perhaps I am just bitter that people here told me that I should just leave because I was just bringing negative energy to the table. Negative eneergy I mean who honestly says that anymore...

SO now I am majorless with a lot of enemies and a bf who is losing his mind with me. Life sucks. For anyone here reading this and getting ready for college I say, don't expect to enjoy it, or fit in, or make friends, because your destined to be dissapointed.

Perhaps if I put dreds in my hair I'll feel better but for some reason I don't think that it will make any difference inside.
 
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