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Frank
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Registered: February 2006
Messages: 18
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Thank God its friday, as corny as that sounds. For some reason on Fridays I definitly just drag ass a lot more then normal it seems. I mean honestly I had work this morning, I think it could have been the most painful thing to try and get up and do it.
Anyway, I know last time I posted someone said that I just don't seem to be listening to any of the responses. Trust me I'm listening but just from time and trial and error I suppose I was just automatically weeding out things I couldn't currently think about, or really didn't have a choice to do.
It's funny, if someone posted my own dilemma to me, I probably would have said the same things. Because they seem so logical. Even when my bf has a problem he's like oh, I can't because of my parents and my automatic response is fuck your parents dude, do what you want when you need to do it. Yet, I'm at college because my folks want me to be, and I can't tell my own folks to go fuck themselves so that I can leave here because I hate it.
I suppose that probably wont be seen as too odd by some of you but still. My hip still really hurts (thank god?!) I suppose since I go to the dr in a little under two weeks. I think the general pain is just making me a pretty depressing person currently. I just hope they don't tell me that its all in my head again, I don't know if I could take that.
My bf believes me that I'm hurt he sees me barely able to lift my leg somedays but I suppose dr's only see what they want to see and a 19 yo obviously can't have a busted hip... Thats an old person injury (no offense) 19 year olds don't hurt hips. I was reading about it and someone wrote that the hip is THE most stable joint in the body.
Leave it to me to fuck up the "most stable joint" bah.
All in all thanks for all your replies. They really mean a lot to me. I spose I'll keep you posted if anyone cares.
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