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Thu, 29 June 2006 16:08

broadwaydreams

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Location: United States of America
Registered: June 2006
Messages: 3

Hello,
I posted a message here some months ago under the name lostconfusedandbroken. That seems like another life time. The problems that were happening in August still go on today, I just had a qustion. Someone said that you don't choose your sexuality, it just is. But my church teaches differently. In fact it contridicts almost everything. I don't know who to believe. All I know is that I have passionate feelings inside of me. And when I walk down the halls of my highschool. Its the guys that I am looking at. And I know that when I read these stories at this site I think inside why can't my life be. I know that they are just stories and peoples life aren't really like that. They are heightened reality. I know, quoting Monty Pythons' Spamalot, that when you look at the world is just a pile of shit. Thats what I know. I don't know what I believe. I have been taught my entire life that the feelings inside of me are wrong. That I can choose not to be homosexual. I just....I want to know. Why god why today? Why this people in this place? I liked my memories as they were, but know I'll leave remembering them. Just them.

[Edited to disguise poster's name - timmy]

[Updated on: Thu, 29 June 2006 21:02] by Moderator

Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.-Ralph Waldo Emerson

		....... By: broadwaydreams on Thu, 29 June 2006 16:08
		Re: ....... By: marc on Thu, 29 June 2006 16:38
		Re: ....... By: broadwaydreams on Thu, 29 June 2006 17:24
		Re: How do you know [your church got it wrong]? By: Deeej on Thu, 29 June 2006 18:37
		Re: How do you know [your church got it wrong]? By: Brian1407a on Thu, 29 June 2006 19:41
		Re: How do you know [your church got it wrong]? By: electroken on Wed, 19 July 2006 06:53
		Re: ....... By: marc on Thu, 29 June 2006 21:31
		Re: ....... By: NW on Thu, 29 June 2006 18:29
		Do you remember I asked an LDS bishop about this? By: timmy on Thu, 29 June 2006 20:58
		Re: Do you remember I asked an LDS bishop about this? By: broadwaydreams on Fri, 30 June 2006 01:19
		Re: Do you remember I asked an LDS bishop about this? By: Brian1407a on Fri, 30 June 2006 02:12
		Re: Do you remember I asked an LDS bishop about this? By: Brian1407a on Fri, 30 June 2006 02:18
		Re: Do you remember I asked an LDS bishop about this? By: timmy on Fri, 30 June 2006 07:26
		Re: Do you remember I asked an LDS bishop about this? By: timmy on Fri, 30 June 2006 06:30
		Re: Do you remember I asked an LDS bishop about this? By: kupuna on Fri, 30 June 2006 13:58
		I wouldn't be so worried over the situation By: Handyman on Thu, 20 July 2006 03:10
		Interesting By: timmy on Thu, 20 July 2006 07:08
		I strive not to pigeon hole By: Handyman on Fri, 21 July 2006 02:10
		I understand your dilemma very well ... By: cossie on Fri, 30 June 2006 02:47
		Re: I understand your dilemma very well ... By: electroken on Fri, 30 June 2006 05:40
		Re: I understand your dilemma very well ... By: Nigel on Tue, 04 July 2006 22:13
		Doesn't it make you mad… By: Nigel on Wed, 05 July 2006 05:23
		Re: I understand your dilemma very well ... By: timmy on Tue, 04 July 2006 06:51
		Er By: Deeej on Tue, 04 July 2006 08:47
		Re: Er By: Deeej on Tue, 04 July 2006 08:51
		Re: Er By: Deeej on Tue, 04 July 2006 10:21
		Re: Er By: marc on Tue, 04 July 2006 10:59
		Re: Er By: JFR on Tue, 04 July 2006 11:19
		Genetics and environment. By: cossie on Wed, 05 July 2006 01:03
		Re: ....... By: JFR on Fri, 30 June 2006 04:18
		feeling gay during adolescence mean gay for life? By: Handyman on Thu, 20 July 2006 04:07
		Re: feeling gay during adolescence mean gay for life? By: timmy on Thu, 20 July 2006 07:11
		gayness is attraction to YOUNG guys mainly...? By: Handyman on Fri, 21 July 2006 02:56
		Please see new thread ... By: cossie on Fri, 21 July 2006 03:11
		Re: feeling gay during adolescence mean gay for life? By: Deeej on Thu, 20 July 2006 13:36
		I grew up LDS By: saben on Tue, 04 July 2006 04:17
		"Overcoming" being gay By: timmy on Tue, 04 July 2006 06:41
		Re: "Overcoming" being gay By: marc on Tue, 04 July 2006 09:33
		What makes each of us unique? By: NW on Tue, 04 July 2006 10:03
		Re: What makes each of us unique? By: marc on Tue, 04 July 2006 10:52
		Re: What makes each of us unique? By: timmy on Tue, 04 July 2006 13:40
		Re: What makes each of us unique? By: NW on Tue, 04 July 2006 13:59
		Re: What makes each of us unique? By: timmy on Tue, 04 July 2006 20:23
		Re: What makes each of us unique? By: huwar on Fri, 14 July 2006 23:29
		Huwar, I just have to say ... By: cossie on Sat, 15 July 2006 02:07
		... that, despite being an incompetent idiot ... By: cossie on Sat, 15 July 2006 02:10
		Re: ... that, despite being an incompetent idiot ... By: huwar on Wed, 19 July 2006 00:28
		Re: ... that, despite being an incompetent idiot ... By: Brian1407a on Wed, 19 July 2006 00:53
		Re: ... that, despite being an incompetent idiot ... By: timmy on Wed, 19 July 2006 06:42
		Re: ... that, despite being an incompetent idiot ... By: electroken on Thu, 20 July 2006 17:21
		Re: What makes each of us unique? By: saben on Tue, 04 July 2006 14:33
		I see where Marc is coming from ... By: cossie on Wed, 05 July 2006 01:21
		Re: I see where Marc is coming from ... By: kupuna on Wed, 05 July 2006 22:14
		Re: "Overcoming" being gay By: saben on Tue, 04 July 2006 14:37
		Re: "Overcoming" being gay By: Brian1407a on Sat, 15 July 2006 05:49
		Re: ....... By: electroken on Wed, 19 July 2006 06:52
		Re: ....... By: timmy on Wed, 19 July 2006 10:11
		Re: ....... By: Brian1407a on Thu, 20 July 2006 23:10

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