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-sigh-
Hey. ....
umm.. *blush* how shall i start this?
can i firstly say im sorry for what ive done to you....
-flashback- this is just like last time...
oh, and im only typing this from my head, as in im not saying it out loud.
im really sorry.... what can i say to make things better?
well, ok, i probably know what to say, but im not willing to say it....
i still love you, and i mean it. like i told you, when i love someone, its forever, and thats the same with you.
heres the thing...
im.. not really sure if i can say i love you... right now..
there is no compitition. everyone i love, i love equally, and your not inferior to anyone. nor are you superior to anyone.
i cant say what your thinking... unfortunately.
i think for me, thers only one type of relationship, and that is frienship. and i can think of a few other ones that dont apply to me, but i wont list them.
you may be reading this and think im lying or something (not assuming anything there.) im not lying. im getting my thoughts straightened out...
im not saying goodbye to you or anything, im just saying that i cant really love you. that may be horrible for me to say, but its the truth...
anyway, i hope you reply to this, and im sorry...
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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