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I was dreaming... (A story written by ~Josh~)  [message #39214] Fri, 24 November 2006 14:55 Go to previous message
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Hello again.

He says to him. Bright blue eyes. Brown hair, simple features. Small nose, cute smile, a laugh like a girl.

Yet, he was alright, he was just being himself, which was rather attractive for me.

Carying the books to his locker, he set them down, and looked at me. His eyes were blue again. An open smile, somewhat inviting. Pink lips, lighter then mine.

I feel an urge to walk over to him. Say 'Hi' or something. So I walk over, to help him. We put his books in his locker, and he whispers to me.

'You were looking at me.'

I blush a faint pink.

'Do you want me?'

My knees are weak. I put my arms around his neck for support. And he kisses me. Soft, yet hard at the same time.

'Meet me later.'

I remember those words. 'Meet me later.' So we met after class was done.

We walked home together. I tried to stay as far away as possible from him. Knowing that I would just throw myself at him and make desperate, passonate love to him the minute he came over.

But he wouldnt stay away. He kept coming over to me. Was he attracted to me?

He comes over again. I drop my books, and take him, his lips, his face, taking it all in, feeling him, givng his no time to breathe, as our lipos are locked together. He doesnt resist me, putting his hand around me, leaning me into him. I moan silently as our tongues meet. We waste no time...

It was like a dream. You know, the ones where the two lovers make this dramatic love scene, with passionate, blunt sex. Yet, being with him that day...

He stops for a minute.

'Do you love me?' he asks.

I have to catch my breath. Blushing at what we had just done, my voice was shaky. Yet before I can answer, we are together again. Our feelings, everything seems so clear right now.

'Yes' I scream. 'Yes'.. We cant contain our love. Removing only the shrits. And he kisses me again. Soft, beautiful lips, touching me, making me want more, knowing I would do anything for him. Anything at all..

We got our stuff together, wiping ourselves off, the dirt that covered us.

His mother comes over, after witnessing this, us, together.

'What the FUCK are you DOING!' she says.

And she takes him, by his hair, and drags his home...

It was like magic. I wondered what happened to him that night. I couldnt stop thinking about him. Its not everday you fall in love with someone, much less make passionate love with them, where everyone can see you. Yet, not caring about that, made it clear that I loved him.

On my way home, I had a dream. A dream that he was getting beaten, for loving me, for making love to me, for displaying any mormal affection that one has to another. I couldnt take it..

I screamed. I was heartbroken...

The next day, the boy didnt show up.. This made me break down. I cried, and cried, right there in the halls of the school. Did the dream I had, come true? Was he beaten? My beloved, beaten for loving someone... I just kept crying...

They.. had a funeral.. for him on Saturday. It, was raining. Not sunny like a normal day, but the sky was crying, and so was I...

I didnt go to school that day. I didnt want to be surrounded by everyone, telling me, now my sweet angel had died.. I knew what had happened. I saw it in my dreams...

I dont regret it. Not once. I would do it all over again, if he were here...

~Josh~

-- This is a story that I wrote. It's not real life. I just felt like writing a sad story right now.

Sorry I was away for so long. Please forgive me. --

~Josh~



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Love who you want to.

~Josh~
 
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