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I'm not quite sure how to say this but I am going to try my best.
( POST-post : It all came out as a bit of a mush, but nothing really seems to make much sense after today )
How...
How do you tell one how you feel, are feelings not an individual sensation an individual Chemical Reaction ?
How do you explain love, this feeling is also chemical, or am I wrong?
How do you fall in love and have feelings for someone halfway round the globe? A someone that you have only seen in photos, and spoken to in emails. Someone that you really have fallen for and you are not sure that you will be able to get up? But what is success other than getting up one more time than you have fallen down?
How can they say that feelings, love and feeling love is only chemical?
I love him and I'm not sure if I want it any other way.
When I think of been without him I want to cry, but how can I feel this way if I have never been with him, and have no idea what its like in the first place?
How is it that two people can be so attracted to one another, with out the one ever seeing the other?
HOW, HOW, HOW ???
I love you, are three words that I do not say with out thought. I have thought long and hard and I have said these three words to him, how could I not say this to him.
I have only ever felt like this for one other person and I never got to tell him, so I felt like I could not let this one slip through my fingers.
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"And so the lion fell in love with the Lamb"
"What a stupid Lamb"
"What a sick, masochistic lion"
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