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rape...  [message #42192] Tue, 01 May 2007 01:27 Go to previous message
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On fire!

Registered: April 2006
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First of all, I entitled this post 'rape...' because I dont know what to do with myself anymore...

I have this horrible, horrible stupid thing i do with cybering... and its irritating! gawd i mean, i only do it till i frickin jack off... its painful knowing that i do it, because i know its wrong... or at least everyone else thinks its wrong... frickin stupid...

and this guy came on tonight... i didnt even frikin know the guy.. and hes like do you remember me? and im like no. and hes like you showed me a pic with you and some gum in your mouth and i said you were hot. and im like... *blushes*

WHAT THE FUCK! that was just fuckin STUPID! ....

and then while i was doing the cleanup tonight, i had this little scene go in my mind...

it was where, there was this boy.. maybe like 14 or something, and he was being raped by his father... *chokes* and he said to his father 'i'm not your frickin BITCH!'

and he tried to run away from his father... but hia father caught him and forced him to have sex wtih him and then chocked him aferward thru the stomach, squeezing his stomach until he collapsed.. and the boy was screaming 'stop it dad... please...' *cries..* but, he didnt...

he just kept squeezing.... and he killed his son...

and that was only in my head..

totally didnt happen... but its like

when i see something like that happen in my head, its like its happening to me... and im crying as i write this... that 'imaginary' boy... he died...

so im a little sad...

anyway... i just needed to write this cause ive had a bad day so far i guess...

~Josh~


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~Josh~
 
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