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Me again.
I was reading about Obsessive Compulsive Disorder again. And I was reading about what exactly 'obsssions' and 'compulsions' are.
Obsessoins are unwanted thoughts or feelings.
Compulsions are what you do to release anxiety from you're obsessions.
I think I got that right. Anyway.
Here's my 'obsessions' and 'compulsions' for OCD.
Obsessions: Child porn, pedophiles, rape.
My cumpulsions are: Video games, music, and lots of thinking.
Meaning, I don't want to think about child pron, pedophiles, or rape, though I end up thinking about them anyway.
And what I do, or try to do to relieve the stress from those osbessions is play video games, listen to music, and think a lot..
Even tho I'm trying these things, I still have trouble with it.. Pedophiles do scare me. And I do imagine a 13 year old boy being raped by a man, and that scares me... It's really sad...
Anyway, I apologize for this sad post. Forgive me.
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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