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I have a straight crush at the moment. I don't know why I am putting myself through this. He clearly has a girlfriend of almost two years. Hopefully it will pass.
It all started about a year ago when we where drinking and playing cards. He put his hand on my thigh and left it there for a while. About a month after that, when we were drinking, a socially acceptable occasion arose where he could feel my chest.
I had kind of considered him off-limits up until that point on account of him, being, well, straight but these two occasions opened the floodgates and now I am in full fledged crush mode. He of course doesn't know I'm gay
(well, at least not to my knowledge). We hang out alot. He is one of my best friends. This sucks.
Sometimes I think I catch him checking me out but I imagine that is wishful thinking and just in my head. Darn sexual preferences.
I just had to vent.
thanks
david
It's always the old to lead us to the war
It's always the young to fall
Now look at all we've won with the sabre and the gun
Tell me is it worth it all
~Phil Ochs "I Aint Marching Anymore"
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