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hello...  [message #45414] Wed, 26 September 2007 20:11 Go to previous message
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i'm 20 years old... has been coming here for years (like 4 i think). in fact, after a few years, i reread Chris and Nigel to remind how awesome love can be.

i'm in a little dilemma here. Because of my instability, i have moved around a lot. looking back on it, it has done more harm than good. feels like i have no place i can call home. my last change was a bit too radical, while with no regrets, i should have thought about it a little more. one day, when i felt everything was lost (guy related thing), i picked up my clothes, got in my car, and drove alone across the country for three days back to the place i lived a great part of my childhood. everybody thought i was crazy, doing such a thing, driving alone and nobody close to me knew about it. my mother went crazy when she found out, but that's a different post Smile

anyways, here is the thing. it sucks to realize how great something is till is gone. both him and i realized it without even knowing it. now i'm more than 2,000 miles (3218 km for those from abroad Smile ) and there is little i can do.

i wish i could go back to when i was young and nothing matter other than playing with friends and trying not to get punished by my parents. at 20... i'm just working and have no idea where i'm going or what i want. i have nothing to look forward to, exccept maybe, hope that one day things will get better.


i don't even know what i wanted to say, i just started typing. this is more of a i-want-to-write-down-my-feelings-and-hopefully-someone-reads type of post.


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