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any input on suicide!!!!!!!  [message #47245] Fri, 30 November 2007 10:04 Go to previous message
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i have dealt with many things in my life. but, this year i have experienced
so much pain! my life is on a tumultuous ride to disaster! i stopped believing in heaven, hell, the devil! it started when i lost my lover of 9.25 years to another man! i loved this man more than myself and cried for 10 months over this loss! i, then, started to deteriorate! i already was dealing with some health issues prior to this. but, i am now suffering with
a depression that won't go away! i have become distant and non-caring about everything! i feel life is not worth living even though i'm over my ex! i was on antidepressants and seeing professional help, but, to no avail! i am considering suicide! but, since i'm afraid of what will happen to me if i kill myself spiritually i can't do it! i'm too chicken to kill myself! so, i thought maybe i should hire someone to do it for me! if only i could find a real solution to my probs, then i could take that path instead! i don't know why i care if anyone sees this or not! but, it may be my inner self trying to sustain my retched life!
if anyone knows of a real solution, then please write to me here!
 
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