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A polite rambling  [message #49162] Thu, 21 February 2008 11:42 Go to previous message
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a friend with the moniker cheesecakelady asked me how i was this morning
I told her truthfully i dont know how i am feeling... I just feel hollow and ready to just endure... not tha i am depressed or anything just bored and exhausted
Now I know this sounds like another grade A bitch session from a girl and in the immortal words of Eldon one day talking on the phone "Jordie is a nice guy... but he is so damned high maintinence".
Yeah I admit i get a little clingy{hell a little... A LOT} I don't know why I do this its just lack of familial love{wow i spelled familial right}....
Most of you know my one hope and desire is to have a brother... and one reason i clung to Eldon and in turn Jon so damned much is because even though they were a good 750 miles away they still gave{tho then been busy lately i dont mind if i cant say hi} my heart such joy to think someone cared about me enough to ask how was my day and stuff {not that others here do not just highlighting my own age group}.
I honestly elsewise do not know what is going wrong with me
Just that I want someone around .
and yeah I do know I have Tony... but he cant provide what I am looking for
I need a mentor, not a lover

[Updated on: Thu, 21 February 2008 11:50]

 
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