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Music: Theory of a Deadman: Santa Montica
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“Are you okay?”
One of the most common phrases used in the todays and tomorrows. Define “okay,” by yout standards. It's okay to cry when you want to. Everyone does. Those who kill their emotions and don't care for life are hurt much more then you or me. We all need friends, so why aren't we? The child who sits in the corner, with bruises on her wrists by her father, is silently crying out for anyone to save her. We all try to live our lives as best as we can. Are we the fakers of the world? We speak and write these words yet in reality cannot speak like -this- and shut anyone else out. We are fake, in the sense that we do not and cannot come foreward and say what we want and feel. We -want- friendship, and we -want- to be in love. Is such a concept too broad? Do we need to broaden our expectations even furthur because all our cries fall on deaf ears?
We cry inside on a daily basis because we cannot speak what's on our minds. Do you wish it would end? All the sadness? Pain? Torture of living your meaningless exsitence? If so, there's a knife. Do what you wish, if that is your desire. I'll be sad to see you go. But I will be more sad to know that you didn't have the guts to keep living in your own made hellhole wtih family and friends.
We are like sand. We absorb the earth's tears with each rain. The heavens are not happy with us. We have stained this once beautiful Mother Earth. We, as children are hurting her because of the drugs we injest in our systems. The alcohol that remains on your breath from the night before. But you liked it, didn't you? That was your special high for the night. The sweet taste of vodka on your lips. How you indulged yourself with the pleasureable taste of the wine.
Look at your kids. They idolize you and who you are. They see through your eyes, and speak the words you spoke to them as children. They remembered the violence you used on their mother. Your wife. Did you not vow to protect her and keep her from harm? And now you look at that bottle of Bicardi in your hand, and you take another swig to erase the pain you know you cannot forget. You are a selfish man.
And child. Look at you. You are but 16 years old. You are young, full of vibrant energy, yet here you are, trying to get pregnant, having sex with men for your own pleasure. Don't try to hide it. You know you enjoy it. And you crave it again, letting your once precous body be used for other purposes. Does this feel right to you? Is this the life you want?
And you. Hollywood movie star. Vying for attention from the crowds, you put on a good show, while wondering why you are even there to begin with. Does it feel right to you, to be in front of that camera for all to see? Even you can't hide the bruises on your face from the husband who hits you out of “love”; what bullshit. You are precious! And you are eating right out of his hand because you “love” him. Love gets old real quick darling. Yet you still cant find yourself to leave him. For that, you are a fool.
If you want to be in a relationship, you need to be ready. Ready for the possibility to commit to this person. Be comfortable with who you are. Don't let men push you around. More then half of them are scumbags anyway...
~Josh~
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Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Something to think about.
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