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I've written this poem. I acually have reservations about posting it. I have no idea why I wrote it. Read at your digression. And I know nothing of what I write about, it's just in my head.. I'm strange like that I guess.
Love,
~Josh~
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Am I your sparkling (special) 'diamond'?
With Chains around my neck, you tug me to do your 'bidding'
Shall I stay with you to rough out my edges
“Pain is love.” I've heard that before.. Though why?..
I attempt to lift these chains from my neck
and you stop me 'Looking,' ~percieving~ me with those eyes that make me full of ..something..
You say to me “You're still young,” True, 15 is a young age for me
Will you beat me for pleasure? I know the answer is coming.. The grown-ups call this
“Sex~ual Assault” Yet who am I to stop what is 'supposed' to happen?
I've been told this since I was twelve. Mom left dad. She said his drinking and 'perverted ways' were too much for her to handle.
I didn't 'understnad' ~Wrap me in silk; your doll, your pet..
And I still don't.. I never was the good girl. Mom told me to be more outspoken
Yet I was quiet, perhaps too quiet for my own good..
So here I am.. 'with' a man I know and 'love,' so I've told him.
My body hurts, but I must continue to win his affections..
~Mind-warped~
Why 'sparkling diamond?
Long story.. I'll tell you when this is all over
I know it's wrong, though dad says it's not; it's 'normal ~apparently
So I'll kiss him one more time, in hopes of winning his affections that way
I've always been the 'bad girl' so he's called me..He says it with a smirk, and a bad look in his eyes..
I fear him; yet I can't stop..
Save me?..
~The diamond~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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