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Hey All
Yes, I'm still alive. Joy.
Today was a rather interesting day. Let me first start off with the fact that I'm extremely bored and so I may say some rather odd things.
I'm a 20 year old person. I won't use the term boy, man or any other, because I'm a person, plain and simple. I have likes and dislikes. I have things I don't like and things I do.
I have people I love and people I do not. There are people who do love me and people who don't. I make up a set amount of rules for myself and for others. I try my best not to break any such rule that I make. I am naive to a point, as I've only just entered adulthood, though I do not consider myself an adult yet, as I know there are a lot of things that I need to work on in my life.
If someone says to me "you're cute" or something of that nature, I tell any such person not to. Reason being, is I don't like people saying that about me. I can take compliments but I don't like it when people say I'm cute, simply because I don't. There's nothing wrong with that.
Let me say anoher thing. Gay people rock! Bisexual people rock! Straight poeple rock! Let's get that out in the open. It's my belief that before you are gay, bisexual or straight, that you are a person. And like everyone else, you have feelings. Some may be offended talking about gay things, some may be offended by talking about straight things, and some may be offended talking about bisexual things.
Who started that whole thing anyway? The whole straight, bisexual, gay thing? I think that by splitting us up based on who we like, or sleep with has devided us even furthur down the road. We're all human before any of it, and we all have feelings, so I'm curious to know who made up the gay/bisexual/straight orientation.
Some people think gay people 'can't make up their minds' or what-not (which to me sounds demeaning and hurtful.) Just because a person likes guys and girls, does not make them bisexual. And if it does, then anyone can be bisexual (apparently.) If you have guy friends and you have girl friends, does that make you bisexual? I don't think it does personally. Me, I like everyone, as in I get along with anyone. I'm a very friendly person, and am very easy to get along with, except when a person breaks my own personal boundaries. Everyone has boundaries, it's how we protect ourselves. If someone get's too close to you, you kindly say "Please don't get so close to me" or you back up a bit.
And I'm kind of angry about the whole thing to, to be honest. I've said this today: I don't care what I am. And that's true. I don't care what a person classifies me as, whether it be bisexual, straight, or gay. To be honest, it get's me a little annoyed when someone says that. I am a human being. I have my flaws and I have my strengths. I have weaknesses, needs (which I supress) and wants (also which I supress.)
I know it may seem like I'm against any one's sexuality, I'm not. I'm fine with anyone being who they are. And people should have fun being who they are. Someone said to me that I was confused about who I was because I said I was bisexual. I said that's the way it was. It got a little annoying but the main thing is that I don't care what I am. It does not define me. Who you are, who we all are, is humans, and we should not let what our sexuality is dictate who we are.
I'll talk to you all later. Have a good night. I'm gonna go to sleep now. Talk to you tomorrow.
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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