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Macky
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Really getting into it |
Location: USA
Registered: November 2008
Messages: 973
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I have loved it ever since I told her. The new openness and ease of being myself in beyond description. I've gained such a close friend in the lady I've been living with for the past 20 years. The only difficulty for me in it has been trying to reassure her. For me it has been pure elation.
Judy felt insecure and unsure, and scared. I had envisioned the biggest problem that she would have; that being that she could never be a man who could give me total sexual fulfilment. I eased her mind by explaining that sex is not the most important part of our relationship. Also , I told her that my life would never be long enough to build the loving relationship I have with her with anyone else. In other words. I told her why our marriage was secure and permanent. We had a bit of sex for the first time in 10 years. I did not come to orgasm but she did. I really enjoyed the pillow talk though. It was the first time I ever talked about my unrequited first love to anyone face to face. She said she would like to read the story I wrote about it. That was real nice. Its also very nice to have you guys here to talk to about it. It's not the sort of over the garden fence conversation I can have with a neighbor. But this worldwide neighborhood is perfect. I'm very happy.
Hugs
Macky
Behold, how good and how pleasant it is
For brothers to dwell together in unity!
Ps 133:1 NASB
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