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I woke up quite upset today [message #58342]

Sat, 15 August 2009 06:23

timmy

Has no life at all

Location: UK, in Devon
Registered: February 2003
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As you all know I've been struggling to get out from under my obsession for the boy I fell for in school in 1965. And I am now out of love entirely and out of obsession.

Only I woke today and could not find a single thing about him that was ever, had ever been, lovable, even really likeable.

I went through school head over heels in love with this kid, and, now I've realised he was always a self centred, selfish kid I can find anything, any remnant of what I once loved so badly.

He wasn't even particularly good looking.

Author of Queer Me! Halfway Between Flying and Crying - the true story of life for a gay boy in the Swinging Sixties in a British all male Public School

		I woke up quite upset today By: timmy on Sat, 15 August 2009 06:23
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		Re: Advice from dutch uncle By: timmy on Sat, 15 August 2009 14:48
		Re: I woke up quite upset today By: Macky on Sat, 15 August 2009 15:16
		Re: I woke up quite upset today By: timmy on Sat, 15 August 2009 16:38
		Re: I woke up quite upset today By: timmy on Sat, 15 August 2009 22:51
		When is love important? By: acam on Sun, 16 August 2009 08:08
		Re: When is love important? By: timmy on Sun, 16 August 2009 10:04
		Re: When is love important? By: Macky on Sun, 16 August 2009 13:17
		Re: When is love important? By: timmy on Sun, 16 August 2009 13:26
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		First love By: acam on Sun, 16 August 2009 21:22
		Re: I woke up quite upset today By: timmy on Sun, 16 August 2009 21:34
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		Re: I woke up quite upset today By: Macky on Tue, 18 August 2009 00:44
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