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The other day i had an interesting experience.
I was sitting in my college math class, taking lecture notes when the boy behind me started talking to me. Normally i take notes on my computer (so does he) because it makes it easier to write things down faster. He noticed i was also surfing the net. He asked if i had Instant Messenger. I hesitated for a while because at the time, it just seemed like a weird question to ask. After i thought about it, i decided to exchange screen names with him and we started talking through IM.
I was a little excited, i admit. See, he is gorgeous in my eyes. Tall, skinny body, long straight hair he likes to play with, pale skin, and best of a all, a nerd. His face is perfect. Can't forget his smile, too. He is always talking to the people around him and he seems very friendly. I occasionally turn around so that i can see him.
Anyways, after a while of talking through IM, he asked if i was on Facebook (networking site) because he couldn't find me on it. This is when i knew i had to break the news. I'm not in the closet so in my profile i talk/post about my life style very openly. Despite everything, i was afraid to tell him i was gay. Mainly because i didn't want him not talking to me. However, i knew i had to mention something because he kept on insisting. I waited a little longer until finally i told him.
"Hey listen, if you want to add me, you will have to be comfortable with gay people because that is all you will see in my profile".
I felt my heart beating a little fast just before i hit sent. But there was no turning back now. I hit sent and waited for a reply.
He said. "Wait, are you saying you are gay?".
I replied. "Yes i am. I understand some people might not be comfortable with it, so i won't add you if you don't like".
There was a short pause and something amazing happened. He said that the fact i was gay was so awesome. He was one of the most open minded person i would ever meet and that for the record, he was straight. I always wondered why do straight guys feel the need to throw that out in the open. Is not like i'm going to molest him (secretly i do hahah). He continued asking me questions and he had no idea i was gay, but was cool about it.
I wish he was at least curious. At least, now he knows about me. Something like this has never happened to me before. I've told people, but never experienced a reaction like his. I was surprised i actually felt scared to him. I elt good after i did though. I can't wait to see him in class.
You don't love someone because they are beautiful, they are beautiful because you love them.
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Telling people you're gay
By: M on Wed, 02 September 2009 22:39 |
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Re: Telling people you're gay
By: timmy on Wed, 02 September 2009 22:50 |
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Re: Telling people you're gay
By: Macky on Wed, 02 September 2009 23:26 |
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Re: Telling people you're gay
By: ray2x on Thu, 03 September 2009 05:12 |
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Re: Telling people you're gay
By: acam on Thu, 03 September 2009 07:57 |
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Re: Telling people you're gay
By: brit on Thu, 03 September 2009 12:41 |
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Re: Telling people you're gay
By: timmy on Thu, 03 September 2009 13:25 |
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Re: Telling people you're gay
By: brit on Fri, 04 September 2009 03:15 |
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Re: Telling people you're gay
By: acam on Thu, 03 September 2009 20:57 |
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Re: Telling people you're gay
By: Macky on Thu, 03 September 2009 22:22 |
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Re: Telling people you're gay
By: Macky on Mon, 07 September 2009 02:10 |
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Re: Telling people you're gay
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Re: Telling people you're gay
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