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To Old at 57 to Befriend,Photo,& Post on Web ?????????  [message #60491] Sun, 10 January 2010 15:16 Go to previous message
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To Old at 57 to Befriend,Photo,& Post on Web ?????????

I am 57 years old, and find youngmen aged about 15 to 25ish adorable,
their physical beauty is a treasure. I am a closeted and abstaining gay man
who is more assexual having been raped by two older boys when i was 12.
The Emotional and Physical attraction is still there!.
My Brother can admire pretty girls and he's 63, thats OK, but if i look at a 16 year old pretty boy thats Perverted and Dusgusting, and i should be on the sex offenders register.


I have had the odd Platonic Friendships with younger guys, but i look and never touch, and on rare occasions have cuddled up in bed.
Family and most friends and neighbours are horrified by this.

I got a good kicking for Sunbathing with a 16 yo work friend,
and always turned down his requests to visit me at home again,
and he left his job, owing to pressure about just platonic friendships
with me at 48 and another colleague of 36.
( Sad to say i read that he was stabbed by a drug dealer and died at age 18,
all just because he was screwed up about needing Platonic Father Figures - and he was straight.)

I have some middle aged Gay friends who tell me its OK to be a Daddy Figure and look for a Young Son/Nephew Figure.

My experiences on the Gay scene and with gay dating have put me off,
i tried for 10 years. I know im fairly ugly, but i have a heart of gold, and could love and care for some one so much. But i have given up completely as the youngmen don't want a Father figure, who doesnt want sex as such, and who isn't stinking rich. The verbal abuse i received on the gay scene by Gay men for befriending younger guys was very hurtfull.

I have helped a few young Gay/Bisexual guys come out, but they never stay arround when they find someone younger. Not even as just a gratefull friend.

I despair of ever finding a Son type figure to Love.

The other problem i have is that i have been Taking/Collecting Pictures
of adult teens and 20's.
I have posted some on Speedo Sexuality and Young Lifter, etc. websites.
I have been verbally abused by EMail and Private messaging , and asked to delete the pictures which were only homoerotic e.g. Boyish 18y.o in swimwear.
All because im a quotes 'Paedophile for liking a young looking 18yo', 'Dirty Old Man at just 57 y.o.'

A 21 year old gay man from the U.S.A was so abusive that it really upset and worried me. He was going to report me to the Police as a Peadophile, which i am Not! I wouldn't touch a 25yo sexually let alone a 15yo.,
i even push my nephews away as i feel intimidated by their physical need to be hugged.

( Some favourable comments have been received, from non age phobic young guys, but the majority were -ve ).
I am now thinking of never Posting again, and keeping my Photographic Interests, to Steam Trains and Flora ( e.g. Webshots )

But enough of my ramblings, i have a Private collection of erotic stories that i have written,collected or edited. i was thinking of limiting my Web interests to Posting some of these on Nifty etc, but am very worried when they ask for age, eMail etc. Should i lie, say im 21yo, and get a seperate new Email address? just in case.

I do not want grief about my stories, because if so, they will remain private, which is a shame as i have been told they are very good.
But as for making Public and Publishing really scares me.

What do you think, all your comments welcome, even adverse ones, after all im used to that, being a Dirty Old Man.

I attach a part story by me, my stories are of an erotic nature, are they to explicit and crude??, just an old man's fantasy, or worthy of publishing?. copyright belongs to me as Author alias white183a.

Thanks
Ray

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