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Good morning everyone.
Josh here again. Hi. How are you?
So. Here I am. At 12:00 AM. I know I should be in bed. Sleep is good for the body and all that. Is it such a big deal that I still don't know what my sexuality is? I say I love everyone. Which I do. Doesn't matter if their male or female or anything else. I'd like to think that I'm a guy who'se easy to get along with. I hate classifying myself as gay though cause I know people are gonna take that however they will. I find guys and girls attractive. Even so, I don't say I'm bisexual. Cause I don't think I am. And I already know I'm making a big deal out of this, cause my brain's always over-thinking things.
I like Christian music and have a few favourite Christian artists that I listen to. Still don't know if I believe in God, but I like the songs so that works for me. I'm still introverted greatly, and I'm thinking this as I type it.
Occasionally I'll look at a random person and think so and so's good looking but then block it out, cause i'm wanting and not wanting a relationship. I like jacking off. That's personal, but a fact. At the same time I hate it. Just as a side note, I hate myself more then anyone else. I have major self-confidence issues and don't like the way I look. Though I don't think that matters.
I tell people so and so is beautiful, and I believe that to be true. I like encouraging people, helping them see the good things in life. And yes I am too hard on myself, because I have to be.
Anyway.. Reply if you want to. This may just be my venting post. I posted this here cause I like the site and the people are nice. I don't judge people and I like making friends. And I love my friends. Whether romantic or platonic.
Take care.
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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