I expect simple behaviours here. Friendship, and love. Any advice should be from the perspective of the person asking, not the person giving! We have had to make new membership moderated to combat the huge number of spammers who register
Location: UK, in Devon
Registered: February 2003
Messages: 13818
I'm not actually sure how to express the question I want to ask. Let me try to explain. There are days when I absolutely crave sex. I don't mean "gosh, I fancy him" or "I wish the boy I loved..." craving, I mean good old fashioned undirected need but not lust.
I don't mean getting erect, I don't mean having a wank, I mean something more intangible, indefinable, but I do mean physical.
To try and describe it, all I can do is talk about a physical internal emptiness. I can feel the sex I want, but as an absence. I imagine it is the inverse of the presence I want. You know when erotic stories talk about some sort of opening up and embracing anal penetration? It feels very much like I imagine that would be, yet the inverse. Where the stories speak of fullness, I speak of a physical emptiness.
Am I unique, or do you recognise in any way what I'm talking about?