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I used to post some years ago. Not sure if any of the people I used to talk to are still around, after all, things change and lives change...all except mine, it feels like.
I've sort of started to exercise and work out again, after a break for several years. I'm not sure yet if it'll last, but right now I'm nursing a magnificient muscle ache covering most of my upper body and arms... It kind of feels good, except it hurts, you know? 
I've come roughly to the point in my life where there is statistically fewer days ahead of me than there are behind me - and those days I've still got won't be of the same quality as those I already spent. Seeing my parents age - more rapidly these past few years - has shown me my own mortality more clearly than anything previously.
So I'm sitting here, alone still, and feeling a bit old and useless, but trying to keep my health at least somewhat by eating more carefully and now exercise too. My motivation could use a shot of vitamins though to help me keep it up, and I've been wanting to finish a number of my old stories but finding the spark to write has been difficult, so if there's any kind souls out there maybe you want to take a look at one of my stories on this site and maybe drop me an email or something, telling me what you thought about it. My pen name's Zustara, for those who didn't know.
It would be nice just getting a reply, you know. You don't have to lie and say it was great if you don't think so. Just say it sucked if that's your opinion, but that you saw my post on the board and just wanted to say hello.
So, *wave* to those who remember me and read all this, and another to anyone else who may have accidentally clicked on this thread and safely made it through this wall of text full of my wallowing and self-pity, lol...!
Take care ok?
*L*
"But he that hath the steerage of my course,
direct my sail."
-William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, Act One, Scene IV
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